HAPPY (belated) VALENTINE’S DAY!
Please excuse the insta story edited photo. I didn’t realise I wanted to write anything about it until I was in bed last night thinking about what this Valentine’s actually meant to me.
For the 21st year in a row, I did not have a Valentine (shock), and I did have a slight pang of jealousy when I saw all the insta posts, especially seeing as pretty much all of my friends are in happy relationships. My day consisted of uni in the morning, a workout and then gorging myself on pizza and panna cotta with my flatmates in the evening.

In general though, yesterday was a time to reflect on everything. It marked a month since everything that happened in January and I honestly can say that I am feeling good. I am proud of myself for getting back to life, that’s to say, my regular everyday routine. I’m also impressed with myself for being okay with taking things slow. Don’t get me wrong, I keep snapchat signed out at weekends as I don’t want to see everyone going out and having fun when I’m not ready to yet. In general, I just appreciated my strength and determination to try and return to myself. I’m also massively grateful for the love of my family and friends. If it weren’t for their unwavering support and intense love, I definitely would not be in such a good place right now considering the circumstances.

ANYWAYS

Moral of the story is I’m feeling good, getting there and just want to make the most of life and live.

// FELIZ DÍA DE SAN VALENTÍN (atrasado)!
Lo siento por la foto de Stories en instagram. No me di cuenta que quería escribir algo hasta pensé claramente lo que significa este día para mi en este momento.

En general, ayer fue un día para reflejar en todo. Marca un mes desde que ocurrieron los eventos de Enero y, en serio, siento bien. He vuelto a mi vida cotidiana, y por eso, estoy orgullosa de yo misma. Además, siento bien aunque tengo que hacer las cosas con calma. No voy a mentir, cierro la sesión de Snapchat durante los fin des porque me hace triste cuando veo los videos de las discotecas y cosas como así. Aprecié mi fortaleza y determinación de intentar a regresar a la persona que era antes de todo eso. Sobre todo, aprecié el amor y apoyo de mi familia y amigos. Si no fueran como así, no me encontraría en esta posición tan buena.

DE TODAS FORMAS.

Tengo ganas de vivir.