You don’t need me to tell you 2020 was a whole load of fucked up.

Personally, I’ve felt full of blessings and ‘full of woe’, (literally my catchphrase in 2020), in equal measure. My Granddad was diagnosed with dementia, and my Grandma with glaucoma. I found a beautiful relationship and got blindsided dumped. I chose the worst year in history to leave a perfectly fine job in the search of trying to find a ‘fulfilling job’, or any job for that matter. My anxiety has been through the roof and I had my first ever attack of this kind. 2020 has been all kinds of chaos but to focus on the good…

I got to travel in 2020. I visited Edinburgh and saw my uni friends for the first time in over a year. I had the most incredible trip to Cape Verde where I had an actual self love epiphany. I also got to visit Portugal and go kayaking/canoeing for the first time. I have become so much closer with all my friends through the zoom quizzes and not to mention the new nature I’ve found through countless walks with my Mum. I have been blessed that none of my friends or family have been seriously ill with covid. I have found well paid, permanent employment coming into the new year. I want to focus on the good and there’s been quite a bit of it for me.

I have decided that 2021 is the year of levelling up. I am going to focus on the things that I can control and try my absolute best to let go of those I can’t. I’m back on my challenges, (January is move for at least 30 minutes a day), and I am pushing to keep making moves towards the things I want to achieve. Self-love is top of the list of these things.

I honestly have nothing else to say. My emotions are still an absolute mess and I’m still feeling a little hopeless about the future BUT this is the year to get my life in order. I WILL BE OUT HERE IN 2021 DOING HOT GIRL SHIT AND LIVING WHERE THE MONEY RESIDE.